3 fears of mine

sleeping away from home

growing up i would always feel extremely secure being in my own home. occasionally i would end up having multiple nightmares. this would then soon go away with all of my secure like surroundings. however whenever i would go away from home, expressly a new place, that familiar surrounding would not be there, and i would end up being... well... scared.

the dark

now I'm fairly organized, and i most certainly don't like things anything but. i don't know what it is, but i just like to know where things are. you can imagine how the dark can restrict that. so when I'm in the dark, and hearing and feeling all these new things that i honestly don't know what they are, i get a slight fright. 

water/ swimming

when it comes to swimming a lot of thing fly through my mind. i think of how there is no oxygen, no ground, and all the possible outcomes. you see when i was about 12 years old i went swimming in a small pond. there i attempted to swim to a "island" in the middle, with a couple friends of mine. well it wasn't long till i found out that i simply wasn't going to make it, and i barley made it back. i obviously remember that story ever sense, and i remember it whenever i go swimming.